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aap se kaafi milti julti changes aayi hain meki nature may
School may jab thi kaafi serious ,,tanhayi pasand kitabi keera,, g g,acha g karne waali sabki bata manne waali chup rehne waali larki thi issi liye relatives teachers,neighbors may bhi sab bohat pasand karte thay metric to VIp perosnality rhi hun family ki
,,mazhab k bhi bohtat qareeb rhi
Phir metric may thori shrarti ho gai ziada bolne lag gai thori thori band bjani shuroo kar di ,,nayi nayi dishes bnane ka bhi shauq hua ,,behan bhaio se lraiyna bhi shuroo ho gai thoro bohat zid bhi karne laggi,,,tab school may moody,aur proud samajhne laggi thi kuch larkiyan aur maire se dati thi
college may life bz ho gai time nhi milta tha kisi chez ka college se ghar phir acadmy ghar a ak kitchen ya Tv is doran bhi VIP ban gai q k chup rehti thi wo to majburi thi time nhi hota tha na
to about inter tak maine as a VIP personality bohat saiwa karwayi hay
BA may to tauba kaano ko haath lgate sab itna bolti thi main,,hala k private BA kiya ghar pe hoti saara time aur sab ne kehna log baahir ja k khrab hote hain tum jab se ghar rehne laggi ho tab se khrab ho gai
bohat sar khaati sabka,,jo mood hota wohi karti ,,kabhi kitchen may shaur mcha rhe hain kabhi chaat pe sara din bas skaun nhi meri jaan ko
bhaio ko bohat tang kiya hay us doran,,phir bhaibhi k aane k baad to meko paanchon ghee may
unko saath mila k har oout patang kaam kiya maine,,even k tyar ho k modeling bhi
roz new new makeup looks try karni ultey seedhe hair styles ,,nayi nayi cheezain ,,but wo arsa best period hay meri life ka,,,q k maien life ko khul k enjoy kiya har tara se
phir TM pe bhi enjoy kiya aap k saamne hay wo sab shuroo may yahan bohat ziada careless larne ki shauqeen leg pulling meri hobby thi
actually net jab use karna shuroo kiya to muje sirf larne may hi maza aata tha ,,yahan bhi games bohat kheli lraiyan ki tika tika k sabko jawab deti
k muje konsa yahan rehna hay,,
phir aahistaa hista yahan bhi thori masrufiyat ho gai jab mba may admissio liya aur online hi parhn tha to saath saath idhar rehti to TM maire liye university cafe ,,niversity ground,universityclass room bohat kuch saabit hua
,,thori si sanjeedgi thori emotional attachment hui kuch members se to sincere hona parra
khair moqa to ab bhi zaaya nhi karti larne ka
Real life ab TM life se bohat mukhtalif hay,,bohat sanjeeda, koi halla gulla nhi,,,tanhayi pasand pehli phase waali khamoshi ,,magar ab utni farmabardar nhi hun,,ziddi bhi hun shayed aur blunt bhi,,,mushahida karne,,cheezon pe achi tara info laine,,ghaur se batain samajhne ki taraf aayi hun,,jaldi satisfy nhi hoti kisi ki baaton pe ,,jab tak khud tasalli na kar lun,,
But sab theek hi hay ALHAMDULILLAH
The only thing i learnt from all these stages hum kisi bhi halat may kisi bhi stage pe ya koi bhi nature k hon sab log hum se khush kabhi nhi ho saktey ,,sirf ALLAH ko raazi rakhna chahiye baqi sab set hay